| I love Jason so much I don’t know what I would do without him. Im so glad I met him and I cherish our friendship and the time that we have spent together. When he goes away to college, it will be the hardest thing for me to deal with, wether we are together or just friends. I know Im only sixteen, but I have never been in a relationship that I truly care about someone the way I do about him, let alone have this long of a relationship with anyone before. I know that he will meet other girls and change a lot during college, just as much as someone changes going to highschool. I know that I will always love Jay because he is so good to me.. hes funny, goregous (& his body!!),thoughtful, respectful, smart, ...goes on forever! and I hope that if we arent together, he will make another girl just as happy as he makes me. Highschool has gone by so fast, time flies while having fun and meeting people that you now love and will think about always when they are out of your life. Every time I open my locker I see Jason’s favorite picture of us hanging up, I smile, he doesn’t know how much I smile randomly smile just thinking about him! Jason Im so proud to be your girlfriend, I love you baby!
To my best friend always: I did not at any means try to hurt you or neglect our friendship. I love you with all my heart and always will. Just like I said about jay, highschool changes people and everyone gets new friends and new groups to hangout with. Please dont ever think that I dont want to talk or hangout or dont think about you, because I always do. We have both grown alot and found great friends along the way, im so glad you have jessica, and I have jackie, but that doesnt at all mean we cant still hangout. and it is my fault that I dont appreciate what I have wiht you or call as much as I used to, Im sorry that i have been occupied with new friends, and boyfriend, but thats also a part of life. you are the best person that knows me and im sorry i didnt come to you with my feelings or when things went wrong. i feel like were slowly drifting apart and i dont wanna loose you. i miss you and i love you so much chel.
just had to get that out, hope everyone has a great turkey day! yumm <33 |
hell yah i wanna party this weekend!!!!!!
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